tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44416036857253170152024-03-13T13:25:31.256-07:00I Make It Rain !Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-61258670318257450462009-09-15T00:19:00.000-07:002009-09-15T00:29:25.934-07:00September,<span style="font-family: georgia;">Sooooo, it's been WAAAY TOO LONG since I've blogged, or it feels like it, and I had no time to really blog in awhile, summers finally over, school started, emmaus/ym started, and i'm still working. So I've been pretty much on a tight schedule this year, but I try to make time to blog as much as I can lol. Maybe I'll make another blog about my summer cause thats tooo much to write about and I don't feel like typing that much, and like I'm supose to be continuing typing my essay but I chose to type a random blog instead since I've sorta missed it in awhile x]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">School so far is pretty chill, classes are easy for now, and I'm getting through. But I think i'm going back to APE for basketball which I don't really want to do but then I do ? Idk, cause I don't want to change my classes, and my PE class seems hella easy, but I don't knw, it's watever I guess lol. Homework has been a beeezy lately though cause I'm on a busy schedule after school, like work or church, which doesn't really give me time to do homework, but I try my best to use my time wisely. Other than that, school is alright, nothing really exciting, welcome back dance soon ? Oowee lol. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Work work work, I don't mind working, it's fun & i'm getting paid, but I guess it just takes most of my time but I mean its better than staying at home right? Expecially these days, if you don't knw me lol. But yeah, retreat for PYC is coming up soon and i'm pretty juiced for that too. & so on other events that I might announce if I feel like it lol! But yeah, work is work, you should check out our PSAs on youtubeeee, look us up, youtube.com/MoveWithPLAY :] Kthx!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Hm, what else? Idk what else to say for now, i'm supose to be reading, so I guess i'll save the rest for another day if it isnt another 123098473249 years later x] So this is just an update for now, & I hope you guys didn't miss me too much, hah ! jk. I'm oooout!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">- Rani</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-77390904924681907462009-08-23T05:30:00.000-07:002009-08-23T05:31:18.176-07:00August,<span style="font-family: georgia;">My gooodness, I've been hella M.I.A with blogspot, booo. Sorry, this is just a random ass blog x] I shall vent about my summer sooon ! Sooorry folks ! I'll get back at this later, </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Kthxbyeeee !</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">- Rainy days</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-76235989044767119112009-07-13T22:42:00.000-07:002009-07-13T23:14:37.074-07:00Second,<span style="font-family: georgia;">So it's been waaaay too long since I've last blog, I guess I got too excited for summer, and got caught up that I didn't have much time or take the time to blog about whats been happening or what not. But after what, a month now? I've came back because this is a reply to Best's blog that he wrote to me, and I do it now because I don't want to keep lagging on it haha. I wrote this the night you wrote that blog, I wrote it on my phone as I was trying to fall asleep because I didn't want to lose the thoughts that were in my mind, but excuse me if I want to change somethings or what not, it was bit of just a SUDDEN thing. So here yaahhh go,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I see where your coming from, and I surely do understand why you and my parents would be worried sick about me, but I don't think you feel the same way with how I feel with the people I am with and the reasons why I am with them all the time. They are like a second family apart from my main, I love the environment they set and the welcoming arms they put out for me & others. They are people I trust, and people I know where I feel comfortable with. I don't have to worry about who I'm hanging out with or if I'm with the wrong crowd or what not. Plus 9/10 of the time, what do I come home to ? an empty home...So apart from being home alone, when I'm with them, their like brothers and sisters that just takes care of me away from being lonely. But not only that, when it's really late, I know my limits, and I know where I really need to go home, but sometimes it's not my fault that I can't go home right away but at the same time, It's my fault because, of course it doesn't hurt to call or txt just to update, but I guess thats my fault, and I can get a little or alot carried away or just that I didn't want to use their phones. But then again, I don't want to blame other people for my mistakes, so I'll take the blame. So sorry for not coming home in time and staying out late, expecially when you most needed someone to talk too. I guess at that time I felt like it was an occasion that we all deserved for that past 2-3 days that we've worked hard on. Yet again, it's my fault for not updating with you, and my parents, but expecially you because you've cared to even point this out, and to realize it. So I don't know how you still feel about me staying out late, but you should know I try coming home at the right time, but I can't guarentee it all the time because I know there will be times. I don't know about you, but I just want to enjoy my summer the best way I can. I handle enough stress at home, and doing stuff during the day, then end up coming home with no one in it almost every night, but sure, sorry for the miscommunication, its all goood.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Well I thinik I'm done, I'm tired. Until next time, kthxbyeeee !</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-11604413976854853192009-06-09T23:31:00.000-07:002009-06-09T23:39:18.041-07:00Simply No,<span style="font-family: georgia;">It's just the matter of saying "No" now, because I have come to realize, I can't do everything. Even though as much as I want to help everyone or participate in everything, somethings just have to come to a cut. I've come to realize how busy my summer will be, and now planning how my next school year will be too. But I'm just looking at it as if I do everything now, one by one, at the end, it'll benefit me and clear almost everything I have to do later on. As of right now, all the offers that are given to me, I can't simply accept, because now I have to think of what I already have, and try to apply it to that, and I can't seem to do it. I haven't been in a situation quite like this before, expecially for me saying "no", to opportunities that aren't easy to deny, but what can you do right ? Sorry for the ones that maybe need or want me, as for a helping hand or just for the fun of hanging out and chillinn, but I can't help everyone. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Hmph, I just wanted to point that out I guess, was on my mind and I wanted to type it out. I hope you enjoyed reading.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Stressing out, ahhh. Gotta light up, kthxbyeeee.</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-56353893795087717852009-06-07T03:38:00.000-07:002009-06-07T04:27:40.424-07:00Reply,<span style="font-family:georgia;">Sooooo, about time I reply back to your LOOONG comment, hahah. That was like the longest comment I've gotten from awhile now haha. But yeahh, heres your reply x]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Goshh, updates sent from my phone can sure lag at time lmao. But I clearly sent that update long before you stopped talking to me, or decided to just go to sleep, but oh well, its alright. Oh ! & I'm really excited for this summer toooo ! I sure can't wait till your "graduation" HAH ! Oh goshh, I wonder how this is gona work, but I hope your master plans go well. All I know is that I'ma cheer you on, scream my lungs out and just pretend they "said" your name LMFAO ! It's cool though, somethings are just meant to break the rules hah. But deng, I think I'ma be pretty occupied this summer, start working I think, so alot of community things and chillinn at PYC, then church stuff, I have a retreat this month and go to meetings and what not, finish my drivers ed so I can get my permit, more parties ? loll, I don't even know about that one, and just chill I guess with friends ? And of course, my best, whenever we both have the time because I know your gonna be busy working and doing your USANA stuff, expecially since your trying to hit your silver director, and I believe you'll make it.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Btw, the Oreo Pie was bombb, and thanks for wanting to spoil meeee x] I sure love oreos lol <3</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Anyways, I remember when we used to answer surveys together, even MAKE eachother surveys, hahah that was fun, we should do that again sometime. We should write eachother poems again, I've been in a urge to write something, but I haven't had the chance to just lay down with a notebook and pencil, and just start writing, but maybe sometime soon, maybe after school end, that way I have waaay more time to do things. Like clean my room xD Muwahah.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">And here are the answers to your questions...How am I ? Well as of right now, I'm pretty darn tired, my eyes are heavy, but I'm just tryna stay awake with you and wait till you leave to your beach party, yet I have a feeling I'm end up falling asleep before that lol. Hm, how'd life ? Life is wonderful, couldn't be better, just tryna live life to the fullest, and do everything I can do occupy myself and just do what I gotta do, yahnoe ? How do I feel about the break up so far ? Well, I don't feel anything, and I don't want to feel anything about it, other than that, all I know is that I think I have made the right choice, no wait, I KNOW I made the right choice, because I have a feeling that if I would've went back, then it would've been the same crap all over again. So yeah lol, when am I gonna cook you dinner ? The day I will cook you dinner is when you hit director & silver director, either one. And when you do, that will determine when I'll cook your dinner lol, any suggestions ? x] How's school ? School is alright, there has been alot of parties/chill days, and alot of reviews and tests, but its just that final push before my summer. Ugh, I don't want to take finals though -__- Hella loooong, rawr. Excited for summer ?! Hell yeahhh I'm excited for summer, I mean who wouldn't ? I'm done with being a freshman, and I just want to relax and do stuff other than school for awhile, I'm already in my summer status haha. Uhm, competitions ? LOL ! I don't think you do have any competition x] I'm not really looking at anyone or looking for anyone at the moment, so no need to worry lmao. Am I in RACE or PLAY ? For right now, I'm in PLAY, just because I haven't had a interview with RACE and I see myself more in PLAY, and Jerico already told me I was in it, so yeah, I'm in PLAY lol. And I don't think I need to answer the beach party question, cause unfortunately I can't go because the emmaus dinner, sooowee !</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Oh gosh this is long -____- lol.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">What do I think about you so far ? Well, I sure feel alot more comfortable around you and like I sure feel alot more closer to you from the beginning. I still think of you as my bestfriend though, ahh soowee. My intentions aren't in THAT status right now. What do I like about you ? What I like about you is that your willing to make time for me anytime and anyday as possible, and you always take care of me no matter what condition I'm in, and you always have your ways to make me happy or just to simply put a smile on my face, theres a lot more but I don't think this blog can handle it xD Jk. I certainly don't hate anything about you, but dislike about you ? Thats pretty hard to recall because I can't think of anything I dislike about you, your understanding and you always know how to cope with the things that may or may not happen if we have a plan or what not, and I couldn't attend it or had something to do, but you understand that we BOTH have our own things, and we only try to make time when we do, and I appreciate that because you understand that I'm trying to do what I have to do, and I understand what you have to do. <--- LOL ! that sounded hella weird for some reason, oh well, I'ma leave it haha.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Ok happy ? I answered all your questions xP But yeah, we should take a picture together soon, and we will lol. So be ready ! Ahhhh, I'm like hella tired now and you said I looked like I'm not enjoying this hahaha, but really I am, it just doesn't show on the outside because of how tired I am right now lol. But yeah, I think this is ENOUGH -__- No more questions asked, and you still want me to answer your survey, but that can wait for another day, my brain is like fried right now lmfao ! I think this is long enough, I wonder how long it'd be if it was sent in a comment on myspace haha.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">I'm sleeeeeeepy, I hope you enjoyed reading this, I mean you BETTER like it x] jkjk. Now I'll just wait for your reaction to this while were on stickam lol. I miss love you hahha. Byee !</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-50912825137812462612009-06-04T20:21:00.001-07:002009-06-04T20:22:12.663-07:00Slowly,<span style="font-family: georgia;">slooooowly working myself one step at a time, taking it slow, and hopefully later in life, I reach my goal or accomplish something I'm satisfied with.</span> <br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Damn I'm sore -__- I'm hella weak.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Yeah, and today wasn't my day, but oh well.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Kthxbyeeeee.</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-74760924362491798412009-06-02T00:20:00.000-07:002009-06-02T00:30:48.297-07:00June,<span style="font-family: georgia;">Oooweee, it's the beginning of June and i'm already juiced :D I say I have ALOT for me this month and I can't wait, omg. But yeah, today was the last day of YM, and we had our potluck, it was pretty funnn, and I found of somehting that I was SO EXCITED about x] Collins told me that i'm in Emmaus, and it's just a great feeling that i'm FOR SURE about it hahah. So now I can't wait for Emmaus retreat and the upcoming dinner ! It just sucks that the beach party with Best is on that same day, hmphh, but what can I doo. Maybe some other time, yeah ? Oh ! & Collins got his first piercings today too, he was hella stoked, it was hilarious though. People were hella suprised and some of em didn't even notice lol. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Now, I just have so much to expect this month. Finish the freakn freshman school year, FINALLY ! I'm done being a freshman, thank god lol. And just have to go through finals next week and ugly tagalog finals this week, just this one final push before summer timeeee, I can do it lol. Then I got PYC and church things this summer, really start on my drivers ed and pass so I can start my drivers training, and REALLY start working out now and getting active once again, cause i'm not satisfied with what i'm doing now, and I needa start working out again, and also chill with butt toooo ! Oooweee, I just can't wait for this summer, ahhhh ! x]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">But yeah, I think this is enough for now, i'll cut it here.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Kthxbyeeeee !</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-60296659137877382032009-05-31T01:56:00.000-07:002009-05-31T02:02:58.056-07:00Interesting,<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://5.media.tumblr.com/6EnAjlVvpmtr9z9lwYeb9XGuo1_500.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 390px; height: 219px;" src="http://5.media.tumblr.com/6EnAjlVvpmtr9z9lwYeb9XGuo1_500.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Sometimes in life we dont have to see everything ahead of us, just enough to see what’s infront of us. It’s like driving a car in a dark snow storm. You have two headlights that light up as far as 100-200 feet ahead of us. Will that stop you from driving? No, as long as you keep going you will keep seeing the next 100-200 feet. It’s like running on blind faith.<br /><br /></span>Just something that I found while I was reading through my Best's tumblr, and I thought it was real interesting, so decided to just post it up :] Enjoy.<br />Kthxbyeeeeee !</span><br /></div>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-984030224394613022009-05-27T23:23:00.001-07:002009-05-27T23:28:21.498-07:00Random,<span style="font-family: georgia;">So I guess you can say this is a random update, just because I haven't blog in AWHILE, or feels like in awhile. I guess I've been busy with things, been going around tryna find some jobs, going to alot of interviews and doing this & that. So I've been doing alot lately I guess, and just tryna do and finish all my schoolwork so I can finally start my freakn summer. I can't waaaait...But yeah, I've been alot of community stuff, and church things. And ugh, I just realized I'm growing a ugly gut and I need/want to lose it over the summer, so I'm going to push myself to do somewhat of a good excercise everyday, or almost everyday. Hmph, I needa get in shape again, ever since basketball for me was done, I did not do crap lol. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">But yeahh, I can't wait for the summer, gona be pretty occupied. I hope I can say this would be the best summer so far, but who knows, anything can happen. I guess I'ma stop it here, thanks for reading. Byeeeeeeeee !</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-42764378062797268082009-05-22T00:12:00.000-07:002009-05-22T00:16:36.916-07:00My Hero,<div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-weight: bold;">my hero,<br />is someone like no other.<br />he's been there for me<br />from the very start.<br /> provide and support,<br />is what i thank him for.<br />and only the love and care,<br />is what keeps me going on.<br />teaches me from right from wrong,<br />and puts me towards the right path.<br />he saves me from,<br />the deepest situations,<br />and only highlights the,<br />joy and happiness<br />of each and every moment.<br />i can't ask for anything more.<br />i've got more than what i need,<br />my dad.<br />i love you<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-weight: normal;">this was just a little something I made hella last mintue because it was for a project, I just wanted to post it up because why not save it right ? So yeah, there you gooo. Thanks for reading !</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></span></div></div>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-64231984498775051472009-05-17T23:04:00.000-07:002009-05-17T23:07:31.461-07:00Hm?<span style="font-family: georgia;">Why does it affect me so much ? Should it even affect me ? Just questions I really think won't have an answer too, but just something that's roaming through my head. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">But anyways, I haven't blogged in a REAL LOOOONG TIME, I guess I've been busy and been sick lately, I don't really feel like blogging right now, just wanted to say what I needed to say. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I'll save the update for another time, thanks for checking up.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Bye, </span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-31435878833279756742009-05-10T19:20:00.001-07:002009-05-10T19:36:10.154-07:00Happy Mother's Day,<span style="font-family: georgia;">Yeahh, Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers I know, from my friends and family. But Happy Mother's Day to the one and only mother of mine. It sucks that I can't even say that to you, I know I can't say it in front of you, and it sucks even more when I can't even talk to you. I know I miss you dearly, but it just hasn't been showing on the outside. Come back home, you've been there way too long, you've been away long enough that I've felt like I haven't had a mom these past months since you've been gone. It sucks to come home to an empty house everyday, to always buy fast food because theres no home cooked meals anymore, to always be alone at home without anyone to accompany me, it hurts to know it's been like this for awhile. And now, when you finally come back, I would feel different, because you've haven't been here with me for awhile, but deep inside I know I miss you, but it's like, do I know you ? It hurts alot, but I just have to learn to accept, accept that your away for a good cause, but I wish you knew you didn't have to leave again so quickly. But it's whatever, I'll get over it sometime. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">But other than that, thank you for all you've done for me, and being there with me from the start. From my whole 15 years, and many years to come. I love you, even though I may get irritated by the things you make me do or when you get mad at me for no reason. We aren't going through the bestest times, but what can you do ? What am I to do ? It's ok, I just wish you knew how I felt, it's hard to talk to you when I rarely talk to you. But like I said, it's whatever. I don't know what else I wanna say to you, I guess it just sucks that your not here with me at this moment, and seeing everyone else with their family, spending time with eachother, like what we used to do when you were here. But no, here I am, alone. It's alright, I guess thats all I want to say for now, thanks for reading, bye.</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-62604427785441685112009-05-07T19:46:00.000-07:002009-05-07T21:13:00.822-07:00Crazy,<span style="font-family:georgia;">So I'ma take my time to actually jot down what has happend in like the past hour, because I think it's something worth reading if your really that interested x] But before I go on to that, my day was pretty chill, I liked today, pretty nice outside and some awesome weather. Just kinda sucks that the concert was cancelled, but my day still went pretty good without it. But anyways, here is what happend earlier...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">So me, Stace, and Collins just came from a Mission SJ vs. JL volleyball game, and we were in the parking lot getting into Stace's car. And you know Stace, being the mean person she is, she locked the door on me just when I was about to go in, so I was like fine, and I hoped on the back of her car, sitting on her trunk and holding onto the little antenna handle she had on the top of the car. So I thought I was good, I mean, I thought she wouldn't do anything extreme since I'm in the back, so she started to slowly drive out of the parking lot. Suddenly, she blasted on the gas, and as I held onto the little handle thing, thinking I can grip it tighter so I wouldn't fall, I ended up FLYING off the car -_- Like literally, sliding off the trunk and skidding on the cement, almost went through a FULL somersalt, and it wasn't very pleasant, but I was still laughing at myself, yet in pain in the same time. All I could remember was letting go, and literally flying off and landing on my arm, my slipper flew off, and for some reason I got a cut on my thumb, and that hurted the most. Once I hit the floor, I could not get up, I stayed on the floor until Collins came out and checked up on me and placed my slipper on my foot lmao. I was dieing off laughter but off pain too -_- As I got up, I was limping, and Stace and Collins were off laughing their asses off. When I came upon the door, it was still locked, so I was like fck it, I'ma just walk if she won't open the door, so I did, after a minute or two, I guess they felt bad, and told me to get in the car, and I did. Blood was leaking off my scrapes, and sharp pains from my thumb, foot, and hand. Ugh, I think I certainly learned my lesson from that, and to NOT go on the back of a car, while moving, or at least on STACE'S CAR >.< face="georgia">And just earlier when I got home, I found a unexpected card from my Bestestest :D It made me feel special, but kinda sad cause I didn't get to hang out with my Best tonight, sorry ! But other than that, we will chill soon, don't worry. I guess this week has been a busy week for me, and I've been doing alot. So yeah, thank you for the lovely card, and for the slice of icecream cake & rose ? I can't wait to get those, haha. I thank god for having a bestfriend like you, and I thank god for not getting seriously injured earlier -_- hahah, but its all gooood.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Today was an interesting day, now for tomorrow ! No Affection Without Protection @ Paddys [Smith St., UC] Check it out and support FAA & PYC</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Kthxbyeeee !</span></span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-86790679924913326692009-05-06T15:06:00.001-07:002009-05-06T15:08:41.466-07:00Ahhh,<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SkAi___VQdQ/SgIKJttv_eI/AAAAAAAAABM/uegfBho_oc4/s1600-h/50g86Akvmn5dd509UchqccG5o1_500.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 397px; height: 366px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SkAi___VQdQ/SgIKJttv_eI/AAAAAAAAABM/uegfBho_oc4/s320/50g86Akvmn5dd509UchqccG5o1_500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332836070766673378" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;" >I NEEDA GO ! HELLA JUICED THOUGH :D</span><br /></div>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-55457478302539339712009-05-02T03:06:00.001-07:002009-05-02T03:18:10.519-07:003:06AM,<span style="font-family: georgia;">So here I am, just hellaaa chillinnn, staying up for my Best. I'm vchatting and talking to peopleees. Had a pretty chill day, table tennis was awesome and staying up is coool but I wish I wasn't that lazy cause I want to cook some fried rice & spam x] But its ok, it can wait for the morning haha. I'm pretty bored, Best told me to blog cause I haven't in awhile, and thats true. This week passed by hella fast and its already May, whaaaat !? hahah, that was hella fast, next thing you know its already June and SUMMERTIME ! Oooweee, I'm hella juiced though, I can't wait. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Hm, what else could I talk about, I don't know what to do right now, and its hella late. PACMAN FIGHT LAAATER ! Oh yeahh, idk where I'ma watch it, but we'll seee. & movies later with Daddy, yay :D It's starting to rain here, and you know what sounds good when it's raining, PHO ! Yummmyy, & did you know Oreos&Milk is hella BOMB, like freals. But you know whats even MORE BOMB, MAC & CHEEEESE ! Whaaaaaaaaaat ! x] Freals though, you ain't down lmao ! Yeahh, thats wsup though. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Uhm, I think I'm done, I'm toooo lazy to write/type anymore...Until next time,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">KTHXBYEEEEEEEEEEE ! </span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-83143617933045609802009-04-29T00:57:00.000-07:002009-04-29T00:58:57.068-07:00Why ?<span style="font-family: georgia;">I guess I just realized, I'm not in my best part of my life right now... And I only ask why this is happening to me, and why do YOU do this to me ? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Just need someone to talk to...</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-76377503846412630122009-04-26T14:56:00.000-07:002009-04-26T14:57:36.506-07:00Fail,<span style="font-family: georgia;">Hmph, failure. How could I ? I'm Sorry...</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-67497728826928631412009-04-20T02:41:00.000-07:002009-04-20T22:12:51.519-07:00End of Springbreak,<span style="font-family: georgia;">So it has come to the ending of my springbreak & I really don't want to go to school. I'm supose to be sleeping right now, but I can't since this stupid project & I'm talking to Joootz, chillinn right now. Were hella talking right now, being hella random cause were so tired. We don't even want to go to school tmrw so we have a Plan B x] But anyways, I just wanted to blog about springbreak to wrap it up, so overall it was pretty coool.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Friday : Went home from school and chilled, went to church for Good Friday and got my feet washed by Father Geoffrey, chilled the rest of the night with Collins and them, then went home, figuring out my plans for Springbreak.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Saturday : Went to my homegirl's Quince, it was cool, & went home tired.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Sunday : Church, eat out with fam, chilled with my brooskii, did some errands and went to SpringFling, was pretty cracknn.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Monday : That day was pretty chill, I didn't really do anything that day. Just did SOME homework, lagged on my project, and just hanged out at home that day. Jotz came over and me, my dad, and Jotz went to go get Tuttimelon before my dad went to work.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Tuesday : I don't even remember doing something on Tuesday.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Wednesday : I went to Mission Peaks with my Best, oh what an experience, it was pretty fun & tiring at the same time but it was pretty cool. After I went to wingstop for AC's 1 year Anniversary but not everyone was there but its alright. After that, I went home and chilled the rest of my day because I was hella tired. And if anything happend, I forgot xD</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Thursday : Woke up early & got ready, and went to SF with hella heads, chilled there for almost most of my day, and then went back home, then went to UL to go to Tuttimelon & In-N-Out, after that I went back home because it was getting pretty late.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Friday : I felt pretty good that we made up and we didn't have to worry about not talking to eachother because that was pretty hard to do, and it hurted alot to know that I could've been talking to my Best the whole day. I went to my brother's place to sleepover because we were going to PGA the next day, and I chilled there for the other half of my day, I came upon problems and ended up going to Marina with him. Then went home after, pretty tired.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Saturday : I woke up, got ready & waited for my brother to get me. I got all my things ready, pacing myself for the hot weather and just chillinn back. I got picked up, ended up cleaning my brother's car a little bit for the meet and then we bounced. Came to the meet, and we went to PGA and left my bro with the rest of the mazda people. I had fun watching Reina go on rides and alla that, it was pretty chill, didn't go on much rides, but its all good. I got darker that day but its watever, came back to my brother's place from a long day from PGA and toke a nap. Me & my brother went out for awhile, and then I went home.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Sunday : So this was supose to be my chill day and to finally do my PROJECT, I chilled with my dad and ate, I was working on my outline for my project and then I got ready for church. I wemt to church and chilled with them emmaus people at Tuttimelon. Then I went home to go finish my project, then I went out again to get some food and I didn't end up going to sleep as I expected and ended up going to sleep around 4 ? Because I was on the phone with Jotz and we were both working on our projects and being hella random because it was hella late, then I called my Best and I was being hella random with him cause it was hella late and I couldn't sleep.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">And here we are today, woke up early enough and I didn't expect it. Got ready & was ready for the hot ass day we had. Best forgot to walk me to school but its cool. Had a TIRING and HOT day, omg -_- But there was finally Youth today, and I was pretty excited. All we did was skits today, about friendship and alla that. I went home and here I am.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">****Sorry, but my days might not be as accurate because I kinda forgot what I did on those days, so yeah. But it's what I can remember for right now.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Thanks for reading, kthxbyeeee !</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-51740565438858139042009-04-16T23:57:00.000-07:002009-04-17T00:00:56.838-07:00Weak,<span style="font-family:georgia;">Weak.mp3</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Because as I came across that song, it reminded me of the sound effects and weird laughes we went through going down mission peaks, and I started to sing that song because my knees were dieing out going down that damn "hill" or mountain ? Hah, good times. "Skuuuuuuuuuuur" :]</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-39835877782366276862009-04-16T22:14:00.001-07:002009-04-16T23:33:52.506-07:00Wonderful,<span style="font-family:georgia;">Something ima miss hearing for awhile, but anyways...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">I had a loooooong day today, it was fun yet different. Started off waking up a couple of times this morning, but I got up around 8. Went on the computer to kill time, and I started to get ready. Started to hit people up, and seeing wsup. Allie and Ej came over to kill time too, then we went off to bart. We met up with ALMOST everyone, got my ticket, and everyone elses since they didn't know how lmao. We had some laggers, but we left anyways since we had some people waiting at Bayfair for us. Just when we were on bart going towards Hayward, I had to go back to pick up the rest of our friends because they didn't know how to take bart either. So, me and my two other friends, came back with me to UC bart and waited for their butts to be there. We waited for hella days, and I was hella stressing because I was calling people one after another, and we ended up going back on bart around 12:10. After that, we met up with the rest and headed to SF. Once we got there, we went to the mall and went to the places we wanted to go. We kinda split apart but we managed to all meet up after. Honestly, I was kinda pissed, well not pissed, but I got kinda irritated because I had people call me nonstop, asking where we were and what not, I guess its cause I'm like their little tour guide, and I'm the only one who really knew the city. We finally went out of the mall, and went to H&M since Alex wanted to go so bad, after that, we were hungry and went to Blondie's Pizza right down the street. We saw the rest of the group, but most of the guys went off on their own, and the main group were downstairs eating the bomb pizza and cheesy fries haha. After we were done, we went to urbanoutfitters, and back to market to meet up with two other people. I spent my whole time buying what my parents needed, and bought my dad's bday present, and I didn't want to leave SF without buying myself something at least. So, I wanted to go to Haight while whoever else wanted to go to Metreon, but they didn't want to split, and they didn't care anyways, so I brought them all to Haight. The bus we toke wasn't the best experience, since it was soo crowded, but it was fun though. We got to Haight, went to Stussy, then to True, I got a jacket [surprising how it was still there from the last time I went there], and we headed back since Jotz had to go back home. Caught bart pretty fast, wasn't much of a wait cause I guess we were messing around alot. Hoped on bart, was hellaa heads up in there, and everyone seemed to be pretty tired. It wasn't everyone, but it was alright. I ended up lipsyncing and dancing to my friends ipod since I was soo bored, and this one fool was looking at me -_- Corey and them went back to Bayfair, as for me and the rest went back home towards UC. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Home at last, but I felt my night wasn't over yet. So I dropped off my things at home and me & Alex went to UL to get some Tuttimelon. We were waiting HELLA LONG for the stupid bus, and we kept seeing other buses going to other bus stations, so I was like forget it, lets go to the one near Logan. But just as we were walking, we finally saw the bus come upon the bus spot we were just on, so we ran back and got on the bus. Got to UL, went to Tuttimelon and walked around to kill time, we ate at In-n-out and headed towards the bus spot. As we were waiting for the bus, Alex had to hella pee, so I told him I would wait for him and that he should run, so he did, but once he got to the entrance, the bus came ! So I started to hella laugh, and I yelled at him, he came running back tryna come back before the bus came, and we got in, in time. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">And here I am, finally at home. Pretty tired, had a long ass day. A nice adventure. I wrapped my dad's present, and put it in a box. I bought him a polo shirt, & I was gonna buy him shorts too but it was hella expensive, but after wrapping it, I put it on top of his bed for him to open when he gets home from work. And I guess you can say what's different about today was, I hardly talked to my best today...Actually, at in-n-out when I was waiting for my food, I thought about him and felt pretty sad because I knew I could've been talking to him, but yeah. Hm, I miss him, but you gotta just do what you have to dooo. Anyways, I'm pretty tired, so I guess I'll end it here. Gnite, thanks for reading. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Kthxbyeee.</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-1775472969836601142009-04-16T08:07:00.001-07:002009-04-16T08:20:04.051-07:00Yeah,<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SkAi___VQdQ/SedMh1rQH_I/AAAAAAAAABE/p0vdUkc_s6c/s1600-h/415k92.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 375px; height: 286px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SkAi___VQdQ/SedMh1rQH_I/AAAAAAAAABE/p0vdUkc_s6c/s320/415k92.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5325309228616785906" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Just another chapter...</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-12031392427914790522009-04-16T00:29:00.000-07:002009-04-16T08:11:59.121-07:00The Unexpected,<span style="font-family:georgia;">Speechless, I can't even put into words of my reaction right now. It's pretty deep what you said, only with that, hard...But what can you do ? I understand where your getting at, I now realized that you are hurting too, from hiding whats from your heart and what you've been wanting to express. I guess it all comes around that time, when somethings never last. Man, I don't even know what to say right now, but yeah. Honestly, it kinda hurts to know what's gonna happen now, I don't blame you, and I know you never wanted to hurt me from the words you have written. But its the only way out I guess, for the both of us. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Like you said, we shared that special kind of relationship, and I'm glad to call you my bestfriend. You've taught me alot along the way, showed me things I've never seen before, and proved me things I've never thought I'd imagine. You were that person I could talk to when no one else was there, and you were the only one who ever knew my situation, the only one who could've relate to it. But it's hard, I understand. So I shall stop with what I do and leave you alone to do your thing. It's hard to let go of something I hold close, and something I grew to so fast, but it'd only hurt if it goes on as it does. Wow, I can't even explain words for you right now, but let's just say you had your ways with me. You showed me how much you really care for me, and for that you have to let go of me. I thank you for the ALL SAINTS BRACELET, I will keep this dearly, and take care of it, as it is the only thing, thats close to YOU. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">I have alot more to say but, it's hard getting it into words. And from now, I don't want you getting hurt from me, because all these times, you've only made me happy and hurting me was the last thing you'd do. So I want to return the favor, and hurt you no longer, and that I'd only want to make you happy with your decision and not look back at this as a regret. Because theres no room for regrets right ? Yeah, you teached me that too. But lets just say, you were never a probllem between our relationship [me&him], because the things we came upon were just between us two. Exactly why I didn't want to put you in that position because I didn't want to come upon that problem. So don't think the things we go through is because of you, because its not. You already know how I feel and its not because of you, it's because of him. I take your words and try to make the best of our time, but seriously, it doesn't come to that point where I enjoy it anymore. So yeah, is this the end of our book ? Because I don't really know what to say about it, until you tell me what you think. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">It was fun while it lasted, I guess there is always that turning point. All I just want to say is, thank you, thank you for everything you've done for me, and everything you've teached me. Thank you for showing me a true bestfriend, and how it felt to have one close during the times were rough. Hah, you came close to seeing something that you've wanted to see me do, yet not in a bad way, but a good way. But I hold it in, and I guess it's just something for next time. So, your prolly reading this as I left, cause like you said, we have to cut off all communications. I'm sad, but its all understanding, no need to regret what you have done, for the better right ? Idk why it hurts so much, but it's just something to get used to for now on, I guess this is the end. Take care, work hard, you got alot for yourself, don't mind me, I'll be fine. As long as I have this bracelet, I know I'm not alone. I guess this is the end. Love you Best, goodbye.</span>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-64537555694202897302009-04-15T23:29:00.001-07:002009-04-15T23:29:48.500-07:00For you,<span style="font-family:georgia;">So here is the poem from me to you :]</span><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia;"><br />Roses are red<br />Violets are blue<br />Now this is a story<br />about me and you.<br /><br />Started off with a<br />"Hi" and "Bye"<br />Now were off to<br />Morning walks and late talks.<br /><br />Wake up calls to goodnight lullabys<br />From smiley faces to things unexpected<br />Proflavonol to Nutrition bars<br />What more can I ask for ?<br /><br />The things you do<br />just to make me happy<br />Or the "surprises" that would've came<br />if it only worked for us two.<br /><br />You only want what's best for me<br />to teach me from right from wrong<br />And just know,<br />I'm always here for you<br />through no matter what goes wrong.<br /><br />Because remember,<br />we share that special<br />kind of relationship.<br />From Best to Besty<br />WE stick together like,<br />Milk and Cookies.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Part 2 in the next blog, because its too long x]<br /></div></div>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-62752005540266729822009-04-15T23:13:00.000-07:002009-04-15T23:31:30.419-07:00For you, Pt.2<span style="font-family:georgia;">Continued...</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia;">Began a book without any pages<br />Now here we are<br />filling in the spaces.<br /><br />We have quite the experiences together<br />From ChubbyBunny to LONG surveys<br />Now onto this poem...<br /><br />You've brought me on top of the world<br />to see the most beautiful view<br />with my own two eyes.<br /><br />You teached me nothings impossible<br />and learned to never bet with you<br />because you'll always prove me wrong.<br /><br />As time flys,<br />we come up with new chapters<br />each with its own special meaning<br />As it brings us closer to eachother<br />Learning new things about one another<br /><br />And here we are<br />another chapter in our book<br />With many more to come.<br /><br />THE END<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">I loooooooove my Best <3 :]<br /></div></div>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4441603685725317015.post-37574607578119138412009-04-15T17:44:00.000-07:002009-04-15T17:46:08.542-07:00Mission Peaks,<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center;"><img style="width: 385px; height: 290px;" src="http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj257/freshhs0le/415k91.jpg" /><br /></div><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Because I was on top of the WORLD today <3</span><br /></div>Ranieeezyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05884897228662335927noreply@blogger.com0